transmissions

Mehmet abi asked if I was okay said "yeah" he nodded like he didn't believe me brought me çay anyway

downloaded a song three times because I kept forgetting I already had it listened to all three versions they sounded different

something CLICKED

there's a crack in the monitor glass I think it's been there the whole time but today I can't stop seeing it

ctrl+f'd my chat logs for "promise" 43 results didn't open any of them

watched a pigeon land on the cafe window stared at me for seven seconds left

someone left their MSN on overnight their status still says brb

the hum

breath

yeniden başlıyoruz

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almost gone

edges getting soft where do I end where does the screen begin

dissolving

forgetting things what day is it does it matter

the hum's still there but quieter or maybe I'm just used to it

halfway down

unwinding like a cassette tape slower slower hope I don't snap

someone updated their away message it just says "back" four days later back.

Mehmet abi fixed the AC everything's too cold now I want the heat back

that pixel I told u about? the dead one? I miss it

breathing different now slower deeper the panic's gone but so is the FIRE

furthest point . . . something just let go