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MSN dots person came back online their name is normal now "studying for exams lol" glad one of us made it through

coming down slowly like a browser finally loading after timeout

the simit's gone from computer #3 someone finally threw it out feels like an ending

tried to remember what i was so worked up about nothing comes

cold

everything feels far away now like i'm watching through dirty glass

screen burn-in from staring too long i can see the afterimage when i blink everything's TOO visible

EVERYTHING AT ONCE

can't sit still can't think straight can't log off waiting for something to BREAK

pressure pressure pressure like right before a thunderstorm but the sky's clear

abi Mehmet asked if i'm okay i said evet but my hands were shaking on the mouse

head's too full thoughts stacking like browser tabs 47 of them all frozen

someone left a half-eaten simit on computer #3 it's been there for two days no one's touched it we all just... know

everything's louder tonight keyboard clicks metal shutters from the bakkal closing my own breathing

downloading something 47% stuck for ten minutes then it JUMPED to 98% hayat böyle işte

WAIT something just clicked in my head like a door i didn't know was there

the dog outside knows my schedule better than i do

file_47.tmp error: cannot locate source

someone changed their MSN name to just dots ............ i get it

CRT hum

logged on at 23:47 everyone else went home

son

they came back sat at the same computer ordered çay and drank it this time